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a Body et al. ([personal profile] bodyetal) wrote2024-08-29 01:06 am
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Dissociation is a bitch / Untitled Poem

In honor of dissociation kicking my ass and my efforts at prolonged exposure trauma therapy, here is a poem/maybe future lyrics about dissociation--specifically, the moody sort of dissociation where you can't ground and are only able to feel the frustration/irritation around that.

[Untitled]

RAGE AGAINST THE DISTANCE!
KILL THE GHOST!
BURN THE DIVIDE!

I WANT TO FEEL!
LET IT KILL ME IF IT MEANS I CAN SCREAM!
PUNCH THE INVISIBLE WALL IF IT MEANS MY KNUCKLES BLEED!

I WILL BREAK THIS IF IT BREAKS ME
I DEMAND THAT IT BREAKS ME
I COMMAND IT TO BREAK ME!

MARK MY WORDS,
I WILL FEEL
I WILL FEEL
I WILL FEEL!
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[personal profile] lb_lee 2024-08-31 06:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Mori: FUCK YEAH! This is powerful shit!
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[personal profile] bodyetal 2024-09-02 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
thank you so much!! (and thanks for the shoutout on pluralstories, too!) -crow&

[personal profile] stealthsystem 2024-09-01 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
Hey. I can relate to this so much.
-Codeine
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